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# Melanie Tan
# 14 yrs old
# 22 Jan 1992
# NYGH
:: Enjoy myself ::
:: Stay happy always ::
:: get into council ::
:: Have 100% faith in God ::
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
nevermind.. just say today! :D i slept at 5am and kinda regreted it coz i had to "report" the no. of juniors going for the farewell dinner for sec 4 seniors. why did i regret sleeping late? coz i sent all of them and sms and asked them to call me asap to tell me if they were going.. who knows ppl called me at 8am!!! man.. there goes my beauty sleep! haha.. so ppl called from 8 to 11? obviously not non-stop.. just got calls around that time :D and once i was so tired i couldn't remember what my junior told me and i had to call her again!!! haha!!! +D yupp.. that's me the blur princess!!!
ok.. that's not the highlight lah.. sigh.. typed too long liaoz... so i went there but being blur and no sense of direction at all... i was freaking out on the bus coz i had no idea where to get down.. and from my house to orchard was a terribly long way.. (took 1 hour 15min) and one thing about sitting public transport... i can't stand not giving my seat up to ppl who needs it more then i do... yeah.. that's me.. but i was scared that i had back pain if i stood too long.. so when someone left i sat down.. the first time two old ladies got on and i gave it to them the next time it was at china town where all the old peeps board the bus so i gave my seat up again! +D and old lady was like "pai seh leh" then i just kept smiling. :D but i seriously feel very very guilty when i sit down and old peeps got no place to seat.. heehee :D and then unknowingly i kept smiling to myself. teehee +D i was thinking that it's all these kind of small little acts make me so happy! seeing them smile makes me even happier!!! heehee.. but it's normal what.. how angry can you feel when you see someone smiling at you? haha +D then i realised i'm someone who gets happy very easily.. like really.. but unfortunately gets angry very easily too.. once i'm stressed up... haha.. so shouldn't really see how irritating i am in school...
i love the feeling of being happy.. but somehow there seems to be another side likes to be all alone like quite gloomy and stuff... heehee.. that is kinda why i really like to stay up late. it's because it's the only time when i get to be all alone. it's so quiet.. so peaceful... it's really like nobody can do anything to you.. it's kinda like you feel free of those tight ropes that bound you! :D kaes.. i think i sound too.. hmm emotional? haha.. but i like being like that. +D teehee :D
oh! my sis came back from australia!!! kae.. kinda quick change of subject huh... so exciting.. i got ppl go places with me already!!! +D heehee... kaes, gotta go! and i wonder when my next post will be! heehee +D
so long! :D
-Mel- out
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